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"Happiness will be realized by man, when he started to go"
"My father bought a new car Hooray, hooray dad bought a new car, Hooray ....." cried Dinah, five-year-old little boy that pranced with delight, then he jumped up and down and running around a new type of silver car which was parked in the carport shiny front of the house is large enough.
Now and again he embraced the car was like hugging a doll toys. While his wife sat in the front wheel tries to turn on and turn off car engines while considering all the car's interior carefully, afraid of no defects at all the goods he received, while the medium car is still here, submit a receipt for the goods plus all the accessories to her car.
Yes, that day the husband managed to fulfill her desire to have your own car, luxury car but it was not prestigious enough to be owned by young couples like themselves, Toyota Vios sedan type G, for two hundred millions of dollars.
Rani, the wife very happy, because his desire to go to work to bring your own car while her husband Fulfilled just smiled wryly remembering installment to be paid for several months.
Actually Hadi, the husband was reluctant to buy the car in these years, considering the needs and the income is still not enough to menyicil new car, not to mention he had to repay the new house he bought large enough two years ago.
But his love of his wife made him take the decision, whatever the risk. He had been promised to his wife about two things if you want to marry her, spacious homes and cars and the promise he had settled exert, even though he had swallowed deeply.
Hadi leaning against the side door of the house, from a distance his eyes looked at the joy of children and his wife, occasionally he took a breath and sighed deeply, she tried to smile as she waved her seeking comment about the car.
The smile that he had kulum heavy, weighing his promise to his wife, weighing the burden of life his own household.
Hadi mind wander back to the past, during which he met with Rani, a girl student campus idol, which he himself did not understand why he is desperate to marry the belle of it.
Introduction and Hadi Rani occurred when they were both studying at the same department and faculty at the renowned university in Jakarta, and both incoming freshmen through the same ie PMDK.
Rani is pretty smart and become an idol in his campus and Hadi including one of his fans, although only in the liver. For Hadi, since Rani in the past, such as remembering the history of the past which could never come back, Rani who used to be known during the course turned out to have been much changed even after graduating from college and worked in private banks.
Formerly known as Rani college girl earthy, not glamorous and not adventurous. He is sociable and easy to get along with anyone. Although many men who fall in love with her, but none of which she responded, a reason, he did not want to interfere with his college love story, all considered to be friends for granted.
Rani an indifferent attitude towards romance is triggered by a very simple family life can even say the same poor background himself, for that Rani intend to herself to stay focused on college and career, so he could raise the living standard of families, for Ranipoverty must disappear from the dictionary of his life, no matter how it is.
Due to indifferent attitude and Rani who were indifferent, many of these young men finally retreated, only Hadi who continue to monitor, if only from a distance.
After college and have earned a permanent job, the courage to mengkhitbah Hadi Rani, but Rani refused, because he wanted the guy who has been well established, even without the facade she said that her future husband must already have a large house and drove well.
Finally he just asked for time to Rani to realize all of that within three years. But Rani remained reluctant, until finally Rani choose another candidate who has been established, namely a civil servant in the finance department. Hadi Be absurdly sad, he could only lament the fate of the poor and destitute.
The love that he kept in the corner and treating heart to bloom for five and a half years, now withered like flushing the hot water, leaving a painful and tender, knocked out his dream and buried deep in dreams and imagination.
The struggle to maintain a sense of love must end before he could support the weight of defeat, before he could hold the disappointment that the plans were not as smooth as he wanted. Angannya that are too high to take him to marry her idol flying kealam a painful dream.
In fact, he felt sure, God's love life will be blessed, because he has never committed a violation of social boundaries of the opposite sex, boro-boro touching hands, staring at her face she can not afford, let alone going out like a young child today. Haram, that is etched in his heart.
Since rejected Rani, Hadi began to improve his worship, maybe yesterday he felt God is not willing to give sustenance to him because his worship is not maximized and not yet proved his sincerity, he has been praying for God to allow it to marry Rani, so always pray that he prayed in every opportunity, but now her heart began to realize, her sincerity began to clot.
He no longer serve because of expecting something in return, but simply cherish the Lord. Now his heart is more calm and more peaceful soul, he pasrahkan soul mate to God, whoever it is.
In the submission and sincerity, always hear the prayers of his servants, six months after he was rejected Rani, her husband turned out to cancel the marriage with Rani, for no apparent reason, he heard rumors that the candidate would prefer another school overseas at the expense of service and banned formerly married without the permission of his superiors.
Hadi feeling confused hear the news, whether to be sad or happy. What is clear, to hear the news back agglomerate granules spirit that had shattered, merajutkan crumbs back to the idol heart affair.
The next day, he returned to the residence of Rani and meet with parents to apply for Rani. Rani's parents who feel ashamed for canceling a previous marriage, directly menyetujuinnya, while Rani, even if agreed, he was still with the condition that, which is quite spacious house and car, although he could finally capable of six years later after their marriage.
Now with the presence of sedan cars in the garage of the house, all the terms he has fulfilled his wife, his heart is very happy despite all that he filled with droplets of sweat and blood, with cuts and tears, with a thick-skinned and broken hips.
How not, he is the deadline by his wife to collect the money of hundreds of millions in five years to realize all that. He was forced to work like a machine, morning till night, not to mention looking for additional holidays.
Sometimes he has to thicken the face to find the mortgagor to cover both the DP purchase any asset whose value was not small. Sometimes have to work till late at night looking for casual work on a small project.
In the first years he did not care, but stepped on the fourth year, he began not strong, all the energy had drained away, but the results are not the worst. Fortune still favors him.
In such a despondent moment, when the stillness of the night clutching the time, at the same time work home Hadi, Hadi could only sit motionless on the porch, not the heart to wake his wife, who was soundly asleep with the boy.
Pinch then he walked to the tap on the edge of the carport and made his ablutions for menghilangan exhausted body and soul, then he pray two cycles on the porch and continued to cry expectantly to the inventor until he fell asleep on the mat, and so on which he did every night until dawn call to prayer sounded, and the cold prickling bones, waking the sleeping on the porch of her home. It was only later he woke his wife to prepare breakfast and ready to depart again, the wife, just knowing that her husband came home early because he was busy making a living.
For the sake of his love to his wife, Hadi was forced to work day and night without stopping, for a promise that must be fulfilled, he himself ail Relax in pain, for the version that he was proud of his family, he was forced to mortgage his breath half for the happiness of people who really loved it. He did all this with sincerity, for the sake of the goddess idol of his heart.
Life flows to follow the curves of the river of time, drifting with the ideals, dreams and human chimera. With a hunk capitalize hope, faith and netting provisions despair, they paddle boat households that scour the river of life, hoping that arrived safely directed.But a decisive step that God's destiny wheel of their lives, without a human being who can know it.
Because the work is too hard, Hadi became ill, he was stricken with acute liver, and had rushed to the hospital. Doctors only recommend that he mengikhlaskan of everything, so the disease from getting worse, he understood what was meant by the statement the doctor, because doctors will not lie to patients who could not handle it.
In a quiet voice, hadi called his wife, who looked so stricken that the outlook hadi, he could only cry uncontrollably. "Rani my dear" he called, "yes darling I'm here beside you .." Rani replied, "from the deepest heart I love you, I'm very fond of you", Hadi whispered weakly, "yes dear I know it, you love me I never doubt" Entertain Rani, "let me talk for a moment, I'm worried if I put it off I could no longer talk to you. "
Then, Hadi said with words that make the body Rani increasingly helpless, he almost lost his balance, but try to hear her voice rebound more softly, "My dear Rani, since we first met, I was leaving a blank space at the corner of my heart for you I do not watch until he filled by another, and I keep the meetings until I was sure that I'm ready to apply yourself. my faith on you so strong, my patience waiting for you so deep, even in the middle of the road I was injured because apparently I only clap one hand. "
Hadi paused for a moment, he noticed his wife's eyelids are increasingly filled with tears, tears of regret because he had refused to humans who loved her so patient and painstaking.
Hadi went on his words, "But my dear, it turns out God is very dear to me, he return you to me myself again, even made you my soulmate until you can join me here, in these last moments, my dear, only one request, I want you to be my angel in world and the hereafter, even though I know, after my departure, you are free to choose again pangeranmu, choose people who will be there to continue the remains of your life. "
"My dear, but I'm very satisfied for the blessings that God has given me all this time, as long as I become your husband. Have You is the greatest gift in my life, so in order to appreciate the grace that I will do anything for your happiness. If God wills other, believe it has become destiny between us and I never regret marrying you. "
"My dear when the tongue is still able to say, I say unto you, forgive for my mistake all this time, I'm sorry that force you to be my soul mate, although I could not meet expectations-expectations. Do not you regret our marriage, because I'm proud of what has been we do together, keep well and take care of our children, to convey greetings to him that my father was just gone for a while, waiting for the door of heaven for you guys later. "
Rani could not hear the rest of her husband's voice lirihan, guilt pierced his heart deeply, he was too selfish, he is too naive, to impose the burden borne by the life of her own husband, she was the trauma of poverty, forcing the compensation to the person who was so good to him, so love him, he was so authoritarian.
Before you run out Hadi spoke, Rani had no memory of anything else, a sense of regret that the added fear of losing a nervous consciousness slowly apart, he collapsed next to her husband's body, which more and more audible voice, a voice only "excuse me dear,excuse me ..., I'm sorry dear ... "
Continue to say until the breath stops, and the heart no longer beating. Only visible tears flowed from her husband's eyelids, lips smiling satisfied though because it gives the best to those who most loved.
Nearly two hours Rani fainted in her husband's side, who now has become a corpse.When he awoke, Rani has not been realized, he continued to cry as he apologizes to her husband for his behavior over the years, until the arrival of doctors who realize that Rani's husband had gone for ever.
Rice has become porridge, but the door of forgiveness from the creator is still wide open. Rani who have realized that happiness is not just wealth, and poverty is not a disgrace, is now slowly begin to straighten out his life, and he was determined to be caring for children alone wayangnya own.
Forty years later in a tomb which is still wet, a veiled woman was still stunned in front of the tomb of his mother, the woman, Dina, still praying for the mother and father to be reunited in heaven.
He is the hope of his parents' remains, which paved the way their meeting again as an eternal partner, prayer of a righteous son, who became a solace for his parents.
".. God forgive our parents, and mothers often turn down requests he told me, continuing to assist our Father in surgaMu and make him an angel My father, amen."
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